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[Aug. 9th, 2006|10:14 pm] |
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OH WOW.
It's been a long time, hasn't it? XD;;;;
AND I HONESTLY DON'T HAVE MUCH TO SAY. o_o;
Uh.
So I moved to Vermont with my brother and his fiance, because my aunt was being... SUCH a nazi, it's not even funny. Things are still a little weird for me here, but I'm not so... ARGH anymore. Which is a good thing. Starting school soon... and...
New e-mail/Y!M. 83 Omgnetavi@yahoo.com/omgwtfnetavi
SO.
YEAH.
I miss talking to you guys. ;o;
EDIT::
I lied. WRONG USERNAME AH.
It's all good now.
Oh god I'm tired. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2005|08:03 pm] |
HI. :D No, I haven't updated in a while. Yes, I suck. XD
I RAN INTO MOG TODAY..in the Borders parking lot. Her mum was in Staples or something. But anyway. ): I wanted to leave a random note on Bill's car to see his reaction, but since he knows my handwriting, I had Mog do it.. and I didn't know what to write, so she wrote "I've left somebody in your trunk. I'll pick him up next thursday, if that's okay." It was great, cuz when Bill left to go home, he found it and he was like, "0___o!"
It was priceless. :D And I was like, "something wrong?" and he showed me..and I started cracking up. Because Mog hadn't let me read it after she finished, I had to wait until HE saw it..and it was just great. <3
( IN OTHER NEWS! :D There's a rant back here. )
In other-other news, Mog won't read or look at Gravi porn until I dye my hair! XD Cuz I "look too much like Yuki."
See if I ever dye my hair again. <3
k. :D |
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[Sep. 1st, 2005|07:36 pm] |
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OMG LYK HI.
Yes, I'm back. o; I've actually..been back for quite some time but I never updating or anything because I've been catching up on all the sleep I've lost. XD Because I'm..awesome?
It was funny, when I went back to work. I walked in, and everyone at the counter was like, "TODD!" and then they went back to pretending I wasn't there. Because they're good at that. But ah, it's good to be back. ;o; Bill hasn't been in. Which is..good.
I dread seeing him again.
I have ISSUES HERE. But no one cares. XD
I'm at Mog's. She was ignoring me for like, a half hour. But oh, she was talking to the PRINTER. Because the printer is so much COOLER than me.
Mog: And I was even mad at the printer earlier. >> You MUST be a loser.
..That was mean. <<
*drools* I didn't mention before but the kittens have names. Thanks to Mog. XD Tohru, Uotani and Hanajima. Or Tohru, Uo and Hana. But you know.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO WRITE. o_o I wanted to buy things for people but Roz was like NO BITCH. And we passed through OK twice and I never got to meet Rikaaaa. ;o; TWICE, DAMMIT.
Ugh. I should be back at school. But I'm not. TT____TT It's not fair. I actually like, LIKED school. But no. I'm too gay to go back. Literally. I don't like people sometimes. ;o;
I MISSED YOU GUYS.
*runs away* |
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[Jul. 14th, 2005|02:07 pm] |
WELL HELLO. =D
I'm sorry I haven't been on, apparently my laptop is a community whore. XD
k. I'm in Florida right now. We're leaving in two days, I think? Then we're going to California and everywhere in between we feel like stopping. I feel a lot better now. I guess I just needed to get away for a while. Or something.
I'm really tired, though. ;o; We were out practically all night. Until like..seven this morning. It was horrible. I wanted to die so the tired would go away. XD
Rika, I can't go visit you. ;o; I'm sorry. My aunt was like, "SHE MIGHT KILL YOU AND THEN NO ONE WOULD KNOW." Because..you know. I'm sorry. ;o;
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I harrass Mog at four in the morning. I'm surprised she still answers the phone...
I MISS YOU GUYS. ;o;
knapnow. *drools all over his laptop* |
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[Jun. 25th, 2005|10:51 pm] |
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I stole this from Mog. Deal. XD
( Read more... )
Starting Monday, I won't be here. I'm wasting my vacation NOW because it's not like I have anything to do. XD; Roz (( my aunt )), Kazzi, Lance (( my brother )) and myself are gunna be gone for about a month. I can't tell you exactly where because I don't know myself - I know we'll be going to New York, Canada and..somewhere else. But whatever. XD; At least I'll get to see Lance. <3
And I will not think about Bill. >__>; In the slightest. Because I'm not gunna let myself say yes to him.
FREAK IT'S HOT o__o;
I'm just like..blah today. >_> I apologize. |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|10:24 pm] |
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Ex-boyfriends suck. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2005|09:04 pm] |
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I rock. I'm so great. XDDD
Shameless ego boost, I'm sorry. >> I had to do that.
MOG GIVE ME THE NUMBER OF THAT..STUFF..SO I CAN BUY SOME, TOO. XD
She's like..gotten me addicted to nailpolish. Only, I need her to do it for me because I suck. XD I get it all over. I'm horrible. But but but. She has this pretty color, it's all..purpley-red. <3 It's lovely.
..>> Like I told Kari, "I'm so gay, I scare myself sometimes."
dkjke. I'm even less ex-boyfriend friendly than I was before today. >> I had to call Bill to see if I could get Saturday off. But he wasn't at work. So I had to call his cellphone. x__x I was just like UMNO. Only for Kari. Jeez. >> I hope she feels special.
I still didn't get a hold of him.
I might call in sick. .-. It's not like I have any sick days left, though. I hope they don't fire me. >< I lurve my job. It makes me feel happy inside. Unless Bill's there. Then it almost makes me feel happy inside, but not quite.
I keep thinking today is Friday.
Rika and Ireth are so mean to me. XD Yelling at me to go to bed. >>
They took me off the medication that prevents me from having dreams so now I'm getting stupid nightmares again. They want to see if they'll stop on their own so now I'm never ever gunna sleep again.
And it's all that asshole's fault. I wouldn't have to go through this if he hadn't done what he did. >< I don't care HOW dead he is, I hate him. I hope he's rotting in hell. God. Some people just suck. I don't..I still don't understand how he could have done something like that to me. >>
Okay. Very few people know what I'm talking about. XD; If you ever care, just ask me. I have no problem answering questions. *shrugs*
Dammit Mog. You have me loving on Relient K and now I'm listening to the Christian Rock station on LAUNCHcast. >__>; I'll never forgive you. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2005|07:17 pm] |
Kitties. <333
Even if they still don't have names.
Mog, stop going to Concord and not telling me. XD
You'd better come to the release of the new Harry Potter book. o_o The midnight..thingy? And bring people. Because I THINK I have to work that night. That's what Bill told me. And if it's true, I'm going to have to take you people to dinner and a movie before we go back to the store to get the books. >__> IT'S LIKE A GROUP DATE. 'Cept not really cuz I don't like girls!
My parents are being all blah again. >__< They want me back in their lives but they can't accept that I'm gay. I'm sick of them trying to change me. It's not EFFING WORKING lolk.
They think Kazzi might be pregnant. ._.; That doesn't surprise me. But still. I mean, she's fifteen. She doesn't need a kid at fifteen. >< I kept telling her but she's starting to listen to me less and less since she moved in. Is it possible that something that SHOULD bring us closer is pushing us farther apart?
Ugh.
..Mog painted my fingernails.
THEY'RE PURPLE.
DAMMIT.
I love it. XDD
Oh, and I have Y!M. >> OnFlightlessWings. Mmhm. <3
Mog, you need it now. >> I didn't download it on PURPOSE, it was Kazzi's fault, but it's the only one that stays. XD |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|09:56 pm] |
Kitties!
Both Roz and Kazzi fell in love with the kitties so we're getting kitties! And we're getting the three little girls - the tortie, the orange and white, and the white and orange.
There won't be a single male life form in this house! XD;
But yes! Kitties! And they're my brother's girlfriend's cat's kittens ((no, they're her dog's kittens..)) so we don't have to pay for them or anything - because they know they'll get good homes. <3 We don't know what we're gunna name them, though... XD
Mog, you're not supposed to drive by me on my way back from work and not notice! >> I'll cry! |
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[Jun. 11th, 2005|10:37 pm] |
WE'RE GETTING A KITTY. X3
Actually we might be getting more than one - I went to look at them alone today, I'm bringing Roz and Kazzi tomorrow ((I want a z in my name. My aunt has one and so does Kazzi. Not fair. XD)). I had to leave my kitty behind when I moved in with my aunt because dad was like, "NO HE DOESN'T WANT A GAY OWNER YOU FAG."
So I was sad.
But kitties. <3 If Roz and Kazzi like them we'll take three! THREE KITTIES. And they're so cute. One of them's a calico, one of them is all black, one of them is all white, one of them is all..black and orange tortoise shell, one of them is white with little orange patches, and one of them is orange with white paws. <3333 They all have long fur and...the first three are little boys and the last three are little girls.
Bwaaiii. X3
This was pointless. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2005|02:42 pm] |
( Everyone else is doing it.. XD )
So there were like...three weeks until school ended and they decided to kick me out. So now I'm not moving onto the next grade. And it really pisses me off, because apparently I'm supposed to hide who I really am because it might offend someone. Do straight people have to hide who they really are? No. No, they don't. Because that's the way people are supposed to be, right?
jJKjejrjjg. I'm so sick of being treated like crap just because I don't like girls. x_x We're going to try and sue them, though, because that's like..descrimination.
Argh.
Just...argh.
*momentary-angst* |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|12:59 pm] |
Mog, which Borders are you coming to today, dammit?! XD You never come to MINE anymore. I'll cry. >>
*does the Toddelina dance* I <3 you, Irethy. XD
Okay. So.
Went to see my parents because they wouldn't stop calling me.
That didn't go over well.
We were doing just fine, catching up on things, and dad goes and asks why I'm gay.
Um.
STFU.
Mum was like, "oh, is it because of what happened to you?!"
Yes. Because I'm so sure that ME GETTING RAPED has anything to do with ME BEING GAY.
k.
So we fought. x_x Like, the whole time I was there.
That is all. <3
THE ENDZZZORZ. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2005|07:48 pm] |
MOG I KNOW I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ON MY WAY OVER BUT I'LL BE THERE SOON I SWEAR. XD
ejjrjejje.
Bill has me working my ASS OFF like, every day of the week now. x__x Sure, they pay's good, and I get DISCOUNTS but I don't know if it's worth it or not.
...Who am I kidding? Of course it's worth it!
I've been really..blah lately. I'm not sure why, though. I'm never like this. Ever. I'M A HAPPY GAYBOY.
Moggotddrandnowicankickherassk. XDDD I'm sorry. She's gunna kill me.
Mer. Kazzi's doing well. Which is nice. So okay.
My aunt is a freaking psycho, though. x__x I can't even give people my CELL NUMBER because someone MIGHT KILL ME ONOES!
And suddenly my parents want something to do with me again. Which makes me all like WTF. Because.. well. o_o If you didn't know, though I'm sure you did, they 'disowned' me because I'm gay. And they called yesterday and they were like, 'Oh, Todd, come see us! We miss you! We want to talk to you!'
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I don't know if I want to go. ;o; I mean, they're my parents, yes, but...after what they put me through...? And besides, I know I'll just fight with them...
Ugh.
I need a vacation.
LEAVING NOW MOG K DON'T YELL AT ME. ;o; |
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[Apr. 28th, 2005|05:45 pm] |
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Wow, two updates in one month. XD It's amazing!
Mog-chan and Kazzi told me to tell about what happened at work yesterday so..um..yeah. I will! ((Oh and Mog-chan also made my icon. XP She apologizes for the ugliness of the "kiss me" because her mother doesn't have Word on her computer so she only has generic fonts. She...forced me to tell you. XD))
Warning! May not be suitable for children under the age of eighteen. Hell, I'm sixteen and it's not even suitable for me.
( Read more... )
God, I feel so gross! >__< I took, like, four showers. I still feel icky. Ogod. I never ever want to go through that again. Augh. x__x Why me!? I know I'm cute but really, MARRIED FIFTY-YEAR OLD MEN SHOULDN'T THINK SO. x___X *shudder*
And I don't know what's up with Bill and his..trying to talk to me. o_o I don't CARE ANYMORE, if I can help it, I never want to have to talk to him again...
..so no, yesterday was not a good day. XD Mog-chan and Kazzi were laughing at me, it was mean.
I LOVE YOU ALL. XD I'mgoingtogoshoweragainogodwhyme. |
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[Apr. 26th, 2005|04:09 pm] |
Wow, I'm all like "hey, I have a Livejournal, don't I?" XD
I'm sure it's really not like anyone cares if I update or not but whatever. XDD
Okie, so...um...my life has been boring lately! ^_^ Kazzi has issues with home, so Mog-chan helped her move in yesterday and it's nice to have someone I can talk to. >> And maybe Mog-chan will get a break from me for a while.
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Prolly not. XD
Kazzi sleeps a lot, tho. Of course we were only up until 7am yammering on and on like two scary schoolgirls but whatever. We might as well be. XD The only thing is, even though I've known her for a really long time, it wasn't until just recently that we started getting close - so she has no idea what happened to me. And I still have nightmares and stuff, and I frequently wake up in the middle of the night whimpering like a scared puppy. x__x So I'll have to tell her sometime. She's the kind of person who'll constantly ask me if I'm okay and she'll probably never let me go anywhere by myself. >> Mog-chan doesn't sleep until I do, and Kazzi knows that but she didn't know why, and knowing her she'll be the same way.
..I feel like a puppy. XD
Um...what else...?
Oh, Bill's a jerk. :) When we first started "dating" I explained to him that I went through something traumatic a few years ago and that he'd have to be patient with me because even though I trust him, I don't really... like being touched or anything, and he told me it was fine. So last week he breaks up with me because I'm not moving fast enough for him. Gee, Bill. Thanks for caring!
...>____>
I'm in a bad mood today, I woke up like this. I'm sorry. XD Of course my first update in months and it's a rant about random crap.
... I really hate my therapist. <3 She's like ZOMGTELLMEWHATHAPPENEDBITCH. The only one who knows the details is Mog. I don't have a problem telling anyone I TRUST but my therapist would be all like omg wow u r lieing 2 get atenshun u bythx. ((Bythx? XDD))
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Yes, well. XD
I LOVE ALL OF YOU. ;o; I need...food...since I forgot to eat. Somehow. |
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[Jan. 20th, 2005|07:55 pm] |
Mog just, like, beat me up because I haven't updated in so long. >__>
So... hi? XD
My life has gotten.. extremely boring. Yes. XD I told the therapist to fry her butt, so I don't have that to ... er ... look forward to anymore.
But.
Butbutbut.
Butbutbutbut.
Bill all like ... asked me out.
It was scary. >__< I didn't even know he was gay // bi // whatever he is! Damn him! I said yes, though. I don't know.
Bill = my manager.. if I hadn't said anything before. >_>
That's ... all that's happened. Be quiet. >_> I should .. like .. comment on peoples' journals. |
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[Jan. 8th, 2005|08:16 pm] |
...Uh, right. o_o
Okay. I do have something to say, but I'm not ready to say it. ((Although I fear if I don't get around to it soon, my therapist is going to bite my head off...))
*drools*
I LIKE SOCKS.
Editttt?
EL SADFACE-O.
I don't know.
Seeing what's so fun about editing, 'tis all. XD
IT'S MOG'S FAULT. BLAME HER. SHE'S ALL .. WOAH. EDITING IS FUN.
LIES.
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ssh. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2005|05:58 pm] |
...o____o
HI.
I'll..make an actual update when I'm not being amused by Mog and Kari? XD ((Over her house. If you hadn't guessed.)) |
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